Dear…you know who,

I really cared about you
And I think you knew that
No, I knew you knew that
I had told you so many times
with words
with actions
with the way I looked at you
It was so clear
so obvious
The thing was
I could never tell if you cared about me
Sometimes I thought you did
a look in your eyes
a kind gesture
a corny line
Other times I thought I was an idiot
Imagining it all 
Never once did I know where you stood
Where I stood with you
I hoped you cared
I wanted you to care
so badly
It hurt my heart to think otherwise
But, now I think I know
you didn’t care
you never did
If you had, you wouldn’t have left me like that
abandoning me broken and bruised when I needed you most
I know that you took me for granted
I know that you didn’t appreciate me
the way I appreciated you
I know that I deserve better than that
I deserve someone who cares too much
Someone who never makes that a question
Someone who treats me the way I treated you…